Not much left

[spirits_soul]

I saw the doctor last week. They've put me back on meds and its something for bi-polar disorder. I'm just very tired of dealing with financial problems, family problems, health problems, and now car problems.

I hear the Javelina outside my window. Shodan stirs in her sleep. odd how she can be aware of their presence even in her unconscious state.

Can I stop living now? Please tell me I can...